In a world of my Own

natz_4 @ 2007-06-13T00:49:00

2007-06-12T23:54:35Z

natz_4 @ 2006-10-20T13:15:00

2006-10-20T13:16:51Z

My Malia braclet fell apart last night = :(

My birthday in 6 days but = :)

WOOOOO

x

natz_4 @ 2006-09-13T10:00:00

2006-09-13T21:12:46Z

Heyy, thought I'd leave a wee random entry to give uz the low-down on my life these past few months !

My summer has been AMAZING. Probly the best summer ever with the prom, malia, the good weather meaning many a wine times in the park! And too many other death drunk times to remember! Not got a job yet, not decided if i want one or not cause im starting uni. Dunno. Went to see the subways last week with holly they were amazing, and i came face to face with the front guy and for some reason i shouted 'i fucking love you!!'. I wish i shouted something ALOT cooler than that now though haha as that sentence was a bit too sickining. We went to abc after and were adopted by a new family lol. Went to abc again for miryams bday on sat was brilliant and we all had a gd boogie under the disco ball ! Then the next day myrs dad organised a wee surprise party for the birthday lady herself! Was fun, we had a dance on the roof and the night ended with louise dragging one of them road work cones along pollockshaws rd 'as a present for her man'. Im sure he loved it though!

Can't wait for this weekend, time for some more drink and dancing i think! Well thats all from me just now, hope you're all well x x x x

natz_4 @ 2006-06-18T11:00:00

2006-06-18T09:50:05Z

five days, five days, five days, five days... fiiivveee dddaaaaayyysssss

x

natz_4 @ 2005-11-07T17:30:00

2005-11-07T17:34:20Z

I have also decided it is time to make a new journal and also because I don't get called natz with a 'z' and 4 isn't even my favorite number!

So add..

coconutkisses_x

thanks x

Chowsiiii :)

2005-10-30T21:22:50Z

Well my Birthday was fantastic. Thank you sooo much for your presents, cards and stuff everyone! Holly bought me sea-monkeys! :p. And they are alive btw, they are swimming about the tank now as I type. Had a great Happy Birthday sing song in the social area, and an even greater subway birthday lunch. Chloe - 'Boring'. Haha. Ashby came down and he gave me his lovely presents and I went out for dinner with mi famillia to TGI Fridays. On Friday night me and Ashby went to Bella Napoli for dinner was nice :-). We were gonna go to the place we went to for Amy's birthday but it was too rainy and far away. Then we got Alfie out, another great film that he has chosen for me :p.

On Saturday I worked my last shift in Whale of a Time cause i got a job in Topshop... whoohoo! So excited! Wee cutie in my work texting me though! Yous all seen it yeah :). Then I had the girls up to mine for dinner, then some of us went out after, in fancy dress - i was a nurse, we planned to go to Cube so we went there and I really liked it btw. I like how it was a tenner to get in! But its cool.. cause the music was really good.. mm nooo 'doof doof doof' suppose i can dance to that.. maybe! So we complained to the manager haha! And this stupid cloakroom poon wouldn't give Claudia's jacket back! So we complained to the manager even more! lol. So then we decided to go to Campus. On the way there were people dressed up as Sylverster and Tweety so I stole the Sylverster head and ran about saying I was 'Sylester' Hahaha :). Campus was really really good though, me and Claud never sat down once! Gonna go back soon I think. Then Ashby met me outside where I greeted him with open arms and legs, and we walked and got a taxi home together, he made me pancakes this morning :) I had to walk home with a scarf round my legs cause i forgot to bring jeans with me for the morning hehe.

Gonna go and finish the photo album Rebecca and Miryam got me :).

Holly and Louise

Miryuum and Me

Lesley-Ann and Becca

Me and Bianca. I mean Cindy. Ashton I mean. :p

Chloe and Miryam

How cool is lyndseys dress?!

Role Play ;-)

More role-play :p. Eleanor make me them pink braclets... cutie!!

Oh god!

natz_4 @ 2005-10-26T00:04:00

2005-10-25T23:05:15Z

My Birthday Today !!!!!

natz_4 @ 2005-10-23T13:46:00

2005-10-23T13:08:13Z

So on Thursday me Holly and Claudia got the big red motivator bus through to Edinburgh but by the end of the day we were calling it 'freak city' cause we seen 'nuns on missons', people talking to themselves, people falling about all over the place and a guy standing up-side down in the middle of the street with his head in a bucket :s. We met a girl and she asked us questions about aliens, she was a wee cutie! It was dead windy so we just walked about for a bit then went to costa coffee for a chat.

Went to Tunnel that night with Amy and Claudia was a really really good night. Amy went away with her luvva-boy so me and Claudia went about rulling that dance floor and threatning any compitition that came near! We ended up in some kinda dance off with these other two girls dunno how it happened but we won obv ;) Sooo funny! Some great songs came on like Sandy-B and The Proclaimers so we got quite hyper and the bouncers kept telling us to calm down :p. Claudia was trying to kiss me all night for no reason at all don't worry Claud I didn't mind :). Then we went back to hers where she tried to seduce me even more ;)

On Friday night Ashby was down so I spent the night with him, we got the Aristocats out :) and we stayed up dead dead late so i was dead tired the next morning and I was late for work, whoops. Went into town yesterday and visited Louise in Republic, Claudia in Boots and Chloe in her Jewish shoe shop :p went to the cinema with Holly Claudia and Chloe to see the Corpes Bride was really good, loved the skelliton with the shades on and the French head Paul haha. Some friendly Irish lads shared their pop-corn and malteasers with us too.

Well got to go and study .... x x x

natz_4 @ 2005-10-20T00:12:00

2005-10-19T23:29:23Z

Well last night we went to quite a random party, a girl called Vicky. How cool is she though?! Love 'er! It was really good fun, we just like dominated the back room and whenever someone walked through we gave them a hearty cheer! Martin's entrance to that room was the best though, guzziling his beer and crushing the can on his forehead haha. Then me and Holly had a nice heart to heart with Kate, and had some 'Team R.E' chants which were quite shady! See in that room upstairs though.. why were there a block of cheese? I was loving it but, getting stuck in lol. Then me Bex, Holly and a random had some fun with a piece of chewing gum! After me Amy and Claudia got a pointless taxi to Muirend with Donald and then back again, Claudia came back to mine and she was all hungover in the morning :-( but some good old Jon Bon Jovi cures any hang over! Like that? Haha

Ashby came through today and we went into town for a while so he could buy a jacket but I made him buy a jumper instead, a very nice one. Then we went back to his and stuff so yeah Im all happy :-)

My birthday is a week today, whoohoo ...

x x x

natz_4 @ 2005-10-17T22:17:00

2005-10-17T21:59:22Z

In the past two weeks...

* I went to see Mcfly with Claudia and Rebecca, was really good :). We were up dancing all night long... even when we wern't suppost to be :p. 'When the working day is done oh girls they wanna have fun...' Baisteee

* We all went out for Amy's birthday! We went to Paperinos in the west-end for dinnner, then Nico's then to the Tunnel. Me and Holly were one of the lads on the bus on the way there but haha and we sang happy birthday to some random :p and we also got everyone to sing happy birthday to Amy aswel on the bus hahaha. So funny. Tunnel was good, none of us got Id ;-)

* I have hit about a kizzilion riddies!

* I've seen Chris alot which is goodgoodgood, bus takes about two hours on the way there though, but I like long bus journey's so thats ok. Went and stayed with him last night :-).

* I've been in town a couple of times, with Claudia to buy Amy a birthday present and it took about 3 hours!! So funny in Oasis and the toilet haha. And I went in with Rebecca to hand in Cvs cause I want another job that actually pays me more that 3 pounds! Me and Claudia went in yesterday to go to the halloween costume shop thing to try on saggy police women outfits lol. Seen Louise in her work :)

* Chloe came up to mine on Saturday night and her cutie Grampa gave us Creep to watch but we got bored and watched Ferris Buellers day off instead.

I dropped a big bit of yoghurt on the keyboard its pure horrible, but its on the 'insert' and 'home' keys and i don't use them so thats ok :-). Tonight me Rebecca and Danny went to this Topshop open-night thing, and it was really quite disgusting! We got an interview and had to find a big outfit to match a certain discription. I loved that furry jacket you choose Rebecca for the ice-skating lol.

I miss my Chris. Can't wait till December the 22nd :-)

Cause we're cool :)

Slease :p

Eleanors home made T-shirt

Dougie :)

Oh my god that cake... like actually though!

natz_4 @ 2005-10-04T17:08:00

2005-10-04T17:04:41Z

Hey not updated in a while.. just thought I would now cause I know you all have been missing my updates sooooo much! :p

Last, Last Weekend...

Jenny's party, went to Craig's first was really fun! Was drinking, singing and some dancing ;-) 'get it up ye' haha. Loved the walk to Jenny's too with Bex and Holls, 'I love Holly because...' 'I love Rebecca because...' haha sentence structure. Jenny's was good fun, thanks for having us Jen :-). Then Marco came and dropped me and Chris of at his and he saved me from a big massive spider!
I think we also went to Amys on the Friday and tried to watch Dvds but didn't for some reason, and Claudia just looked at maps.
I worked and was met outside by my beautiful friends and lovely boyfriend but i didn't even notice haha, doty.
I adopted Chris's cat, and we lay, lied? about and tried not to fall asleep as usual :-)

That Weekend There...

I worked and the pure nicest family ever were in :-) just so nice. Wanted them to be mine so i did!
Me Claudia Holly Louise Chloe and Miryam went up to Miss Beccas and we got Sin City out and lotsa sweets and stuff, my girlfriend Holly introduced me to her cousin, but then I cheated on her with Claudia. Sorry :-(xxxx Hehe. Then after the film/I woke up me and Claudia went back to mine and stayed and she talked to me in her sleep about power sockets and no infomation not being accesed lol.
Chris came back and we rented out Toy Story!! How good is that film though. And he laughed at me for not knowing what a combine harvester was. Does any one else in the whole wide world know what that is though!? And for putting my shoes on the wrong feet :$

Today is AMYS BIRTHDAY and boy did we have a birthday lunch to remember! School has been funny :-) 'He had it coming' still not 100% sure what that jokes about though :s.

Anyway, love x x

;-) alriiiight

Bex :-)

Me and my bit on the side ;-)

Cloudy and Chloe

The girls

Me and Craig

Holly et moi

Craig, me, Chloe and Amyyyy <--- Birthday lol

Shady :-). Haha Chloe, not you again

Bex and me, haha I love Craigs face

Bex, me, Claudia and Craig

Me and Mart

Claudia and Iain

Cammy

Martin and Ross

Iain

Danny and Claudia.. and a wee bit of Julie

Paul

Amy and Lesley-Anne

Bex and Holls

Me and Chloree

Holly and me

Aly wearing a feathered hat in regi :)

Holly and Claudia in the social.

Finito x

natz_4 @ 2005-10-04T16:57:00

2005-10-04T16:00:50Z

Happy Birthday Amyyyyyyyyyy !!

...and Danny

but Amy's Birthday was better!

Can't wait till Saturday ;-).

x x x

natz_4 @ 2005-09-26T22:45:00

2005-09-26T21:49:28Z

My ipod died again today

:-(

It was in my pocket and I bent down then it fell out into our cat's water bowl. Clumsy me. Then it made crazy noises all day then i turned it on just there and there was a picture of a sad ipod with crosses through its eyes haha. Ohh deary dumps

natz_4 @ 2005-09-19T22:17:00

2005-09-19T21:37:29Z

My French class sometimes makes me want to put my books back in my bag, pen in my pocket, chair back in its place and walk right out! Why oh why does everyone in the class put on a big fake french accent?!! Especially John, Birdie and Stumpy, quite queezy it makes me feel! Liked that shit that came from Wacko Blackos Bahooki on Claudias book though. Aiii hahaha.

On Friday night I was a big brave girl and got a bus bus to Edinburgh all by myself to see my lovely boyfriend. So we just stayed in really in his flat cause we hadn't seen each other in like ten years :(. Missed him so much :( I came home on Saturday and met Amy and we went down to Louise's house as we all usually do :p and Lou and Nadine Ahmed were going out so we got in the way and watched them get ready hehe.We left and a big bag of Millies cookies magically appeared in our hands so we ran home ;) hehe.

School was ok today, but i pure hate it when the social area is all wet and stuff. Yuck, pure shitterr haha horrible word. Makes it worse when theres like tuna splat everywhere aswel. I loved it when we were all getting pushed off the bench lol, ass still stuck. Quite liked that wee space I had aswel :(.

Chris came to see me again today :). Got a pizza and stuff and sat about, was nice. Then I went to the beanscene for a catch-up with Becca, Craig, Holly and Miryam, but we ended up just like sticking our bellies out and seeing who looked the most pregnant lol. How far does mines go out though?!

Im in quite a kissy mood tonight soo.. Im gonna give yous all these... ;)

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natz_4 @ 2005-09-12T16:52:00

2005-09-12T16:16:46Z

Hiyaa

On Friday me and Chris went out for dinner in Amy's place of bussiness, Di'magios. Was nice but why is spaghetti bolognase soo hard to eat!? Then we went back to his and he tried to teach me how to play poker, still don't really get it though! On Saturday me Amy Claudia Craig and Amy went into town to get Miryam's Birthday present then back to Chris's where we said out farewells..

:'(

but i'll hopefully, hopefully see him on Friday. That night me Claudia Becca Louise Craig and Miryam obv went out for Miryams birthday :) went to a mexican place in merchant city.. can't remember the name but hehe. But it was really really nice, then Craig and Louise left us but the rest of us went into town, bumped into Stuart, Jamie etc not doing what they were supposed to be doing :p and Jamie gave us free passes for that Abc place so we went there. Wasn't too sure about it at the start but it grew on me and i loved it at the end! We met a french man who was wearing a really padded body warmer, 'Il fait chaud but!' lolol. And we were telling him it was Miryams birthday but he just wouldn't listen, 'Oh right... son anniversaire but!' haha. I wanted to put my excellent french in action by asking if he liked dogs and stuff but he just wouldnt respond! And I loved that Octupus on the dancefloor hahaha. So after dancing our wee feet off me and Rebecca got like stranded in the middle of town and were surrounded by weird old men shouting about the police and stuff ha but then a bus finially came and we pure sprinted, never ran so fast in my life! And Chris saved the day and I got home safe and sound.

School was just ruined today in English when Claudia done a horrible, horrible gesture to me. Dirty Bitch haha, I know you like that Claud.

See you lot tonight x

If you're bored..

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.

This is my favourite song tonight..

2005-09-11T21:49:59Z

Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I’m the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I’m so sorry that I’m falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don’t let me fall out of love

Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
We’re running
Keep holding my hand
It’s so we don’t get separated

Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don’t stop inspiring me
Sometimes it’s hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don’t make me want to give up

natz_4 @ 2005-09-08T21:12:00

2005-09-08T20:27:53Z

Went to Glasgow and Stathclyde open days on Monday on Tuesday, Glasgow was ok the cafe was shit but 1.75 for a bowl of sugary tuna pasta and grated carrot.. mmm.. but i do love my carrot. Me and Claudia made Tom and Jerry cakes after, how good are they?! Stathclyde was rubbish though so me Claudia and Holly went and got some lunch and sat in George square but one horrible, horrible man was feeding all the pidgions, they were sitting on his hands and shoulder.. they arn't parrots though! Then a seagull came over and I said 'Haw Seagy' and threw it a bit of my sarny and it flew over to us and like knawed our faces off. It didn't really but it might have if we didnt scream so loud hehe :).

Yesterday a lovely brand spanking new ipod was delievered to my door and I was soo happy! So I've been trying my best not to scratch it and not get too many peoples grubby paws on it :p. Seen Ashby after school today :) just went to my house then his, prolly be the last time in ever :(. I seen Ben shopping for mushrooms in Somerfield today, love his random noises!

Now my nice manly watch that was drawn on me by claudia says it time to give Rebecca a phone.

10 REALLY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
I love carrots
I wear glasses sometimes, always forget i have them though hehe
I've got a lovely mole on my side
My favourite colour is pink and yellow
I hate the nose of pages turing when your fingers are dry, euuk
I cant wait to go on holiday next year !!!!
I love the smell of undergrounds
I can ride a bike :) ha
I like buying bags and shoes and skirts and everything really
Iiii... just drank some orange juice

9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
My heart is already been won many a months ago but...

Don't actually fancy yourself. Leave me to do the fancying!
Be funny
Be a bit shy :)
Be really really cute
Be cuddly
Have a nice smile and eyes
Dont walk past other girls and go 'ooooh god look at her'
Aaaand just be Chris hehe

8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY
My phone
Keys
Money
Wee braclet that Ashby bought me
A bra/underwear
Shoes
Jeans/skirt whatever
A top

7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
My shit shit shitty internet, really though mmm
Big headed people/vein people
School sometimes
When people change around others
Stuck up people
When someone says something then you go 'what?' and they go 'nevermind' :( just say though
People when they moan or go in moods about nothing

6 PLACES I'VE VISITED OR INTEND TO
Spain
England
Florida
Greece (*looks at claudia* lolhaha)
Mexico
Portugal
France

5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
Learn to ice skate :$
Get married
Have lotsa kids
Live on that house on hector road :)
Learn to play an instrument

4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
Jellyfish/anything that lives under the sea
Segulls/pigions
Loosing the people you love
Leaving school

3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
Laugh
Sing
Sleep

2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW
That English past paper thing, should do it really..
Scatch my ipod

1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW
My Christophe..

Not learn from your mistakes but ?!!

2005-09-04T20:31:04Z

On Friday the 23rd of June 2006...

Me, and about 29 other lovely people are going to be in Malia!!! I am actually so excited!!! Want to go tomorrow!

Schools been the usual. Had a lovely McDonalds on Friday after me and Amy raced Nico and Sam but we were on a shitty bus chugging by them and they were walking and they still almost won :s. Haha funny :). I think boys might be faster walkers though, longer legs! Then we got some pretty balloons and Amy and Sam cheated hiding on the floor haha!! So me and Nico walked for miles and miles to school, with our balloons string in string :p.

Emm been a nice weekend, Friday Louise had us over for dinner. Had chicken fajitas and stuff :). So thanks Lou, wee cutie that you are. Then we went out then met some people and stuff. Saturday me Amy, Claudia, Holly and Craig went into town to look in the travel agents for holidays and we seen just the perfect one we wanted so phoned everyone to round up the gang to try and book it the next day :). Then Claudia came to mine, i smacked her with a cardboard box (sorry :P) then met Miryam, Holly and Craig at the beanie. I stayed at Chris's that night, he got a pizza and we tried to watch momento, but it was too complicated for our tired heads. Worked today on like the hottest day ever. But i had some birthday cake though :). We played with them 'scoobie' things. How hard are they!? Can't do them at all!

and claudia don't listen to 'swallowed by the sea' :(.

tomorrow im going to remend your heart...

Not learn but, thats one, two three.. a million times! MMMMMM

natz_4 @ 2005-08-29T16:10:00

2005-08-29T16:07:08Z

The mouse is called Gus! Cause remember he says 'Gus, Gus'. Not just random noises aww :) Love him!

Emm the weekend.. I went to the beanie on Friday night in the lashing rain! With Claudia, Holly and Miryam, had some good wee chats :) On Saturday me and Chris went through to Edinburgh so he could hand in CVs and he did and I said weldone. We went to pizza hut, then seen his flat, its dead nice, best of the bunch i think :). Schools been ok, we've been talking alot about the holiday next year, the show and the prom, gets me so excited thinking about it! And i loved English today... funny, my stomach was actually about to fall apart! I want the ipod picker upper man to comeee :(. Hate them. I have 3 periods of history tomorrow one after the other, fun fun fun

[ ] I am a university student.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I am an okay dancer.
[ ] I am a huge fan of lists.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I am a perfectionist.
[ ] I am a Republican.
[ ] I am allergic to something deadly.
[ ] I am an only child.
[ ] I am Catholic.
[x] I am content as of this moment.
[ ] I am currently in my pajamas.
[ ] I am currently pregnant.
[ ] I am currently single.
[ ] I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
[ ] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart.
[ ] I am okay at styling other people's hair to the point where i should be a hairdresser
[ ] I am left handed
[ ] I am married.
[ ] I am obsessed with my myspace.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I am procrastinating by filling out this list.
[x] I am resentful that I have to grow up.
[ ] I am very shy around the opposite/same sex.
[s'at?] I am, or was, pigeon-toed.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[ ] I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go.
[ ] I collect picture frames.
[x] I currently have a crush on someone.
[ ] I consider myself to be a 'nerd'.
[ ] I currently regret something that I have done/am doing.
[ ] I curse frequently.
[x] I do not believe people are inherently good or evil.
[x] I don't hate anyone.
[ ] I enjoy country music.
[x-new york one :p] I enjoy jazz music.
[x] I enjoy smoothies.
[x] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I have a car.
[x] I have a mobile phone.
[ ] I have a hard time paying attention at school.
[ ] I have a hidden talent.
[ ] I have a hobby.
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[ ] I have a pet.
[ ] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[ ] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl.
[ ] I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.
[x] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[ ] I have avoided work to play with my myspace.
[x] I have been in a real relationship.
[three-way kiss!] I have been in a threesome.
[x] I have been rejected by someone.
[ ] I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship.
[x] I have been to another country.
[ ] I have been to an anime convention.
[x] I have been to Europe.
[ ] I have been to Las Vegas.
[ ] I have been told that I am very smart.
[x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[ ] I have broken a bone.
[ ] I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
[ ] I have changed a diaper.
[ ] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[ ] I have cheated on a significant other.
[x] I have counted down the days until the summer.
[ ] I have dated my best friend's ex.
[x] I have done something illegal.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have gone scuba diving/snorkling.
[ ] I have had major/minor surgery.
[ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[ ] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
[x] I have had the cops called on me.
[x] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
[x] I have kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
[x] I have mood swings.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I have rejected someone before.
[ ] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
[x] I have seen the television show The O.C.
[x] I have swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have tried a drug that is illegal.
[ ] I have tried sushi.
[x] I have watched Sex and the City.
[x] I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I like being the center of attention.
[ ] I like eating Ramen noodles.
[x] I like my handwriting.
[x] I like Shakespeare.
[ ] I like the taste of blood.
[x] I like to cook.
[x] I like to sing.
[x] I like to vacuum.
[x] I love learning foreign languages.
[x] I love my friends.
[ ] I love olives.
[ ] I love rain.
[ ] I love sleeping.
[only mario-kart] I love to play computer games.
[x] I love to shop.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I own 100 CDs or more.(use to dont any more though)
[ ] I own a home.
[x] I own and use a library card.
[ ] I play a musical instrument.
[ ] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
[x] I read books for pleasure.
[x] I shave my legs.
[ ] I sleep a lot during the day
[x] I strongly dislike math.
[x] I think Britney Spears is pretty.
[ ] I think long strings of html code look cool.
[x] I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza.
[x] I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
[x] I was born in a country other than the USA.
[ ] I watch more TV this year than last year.
[ ] I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[ ] I wear contact lenses.
[x] I will try anything once.
[x] I work at a job that I enjoy.
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[hmm] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I like orange kool aid.
[x] I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'.
[x] I like being at school.
[ ] I always love wearing sweaters.
[ ] I love water polo.
[ ] I am currently wearing socks.
[x] I am being nostalgic right now.
[ ] I hate summer.
[ ] I am tired.
[i like to colour] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt

I have....

[x] been drunk.
[ ] smoked pot.
[ ] done ecstasy.
[ ] done coke.
[ ] done crack.
[ ] done heroin.
[ ] done opium.
[ ] done PCP.
[ ] done LSD.
[ ] done CCC's.
[ ] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.
[ ] huffed air-duster.
[ ] been to a rave.
[x] been to a real party. (at least 30 people and at least 4 types of drugs there)
[x] kissed someone.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[ ] jumped a ramp with a bike.
[x] been dumped.
[ ] been used.
[x] shoplifted.
[x] ran from the cops.
[ ] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been kicked out of a movie theater.
[x] snuck into a movie.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[ ] got hit by a car.
[ ] fired a real gun.
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] gone in a mosh pit.
[x] stolen something from your school.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[x] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] gone ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had your tonsils out.
[ ] been exposed to laughing gas.
[ ] had a car.
[x] driven a car.
[ ] Totaled a car.

Do you...

[x] feel loved.
[ ] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[ ] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] sing along with your music.
[x] dance around the house in your underwear.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music.
[ ] listen to underground hip hop.
[x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to classic rock.
[x] listen to new rock.
[ ] listen to country.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to hardcore punk.
[x] listen to pop.
[x] listen to r&b.
[ ] listen to jazz.
[ ] listen to crooners.
[ ] listen to bands that can't be put into a category.
[ ] have hobbies.
[ ] skateboard.
[ ] do aggressive inline.
[ ] snowboard.
[ ] ski.
[ ] surf.
[ ] skim board.
[ ] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers
[ ] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[x] like the color red
[x] like the color green
[x] like the color black
[x] like the color purple
[ ] like neon colors
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...

[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[x] blonde
[ ] a brunette
[ ] a redhead
[ ] a darkhead
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[x] British.
[x] white.
[ ] Italian.
[ ] black.
[ ] Inuit
[ ] Mexican.
[ ] Asian.
[x] a Christian
[ ] a Muslim
[ ] a Jew
[ ] a Hindu
[ ] a scientologist
[ ] an atheist
[ ] agnostic
[ ] satanist
[ ] short.
[ ] tall
[x] just right
[ ] realistic
[ ] an emo kid
[ ] sick
[ ] mad
[x] lazy.
[ ] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[ ] buzzed
[ ] high
[ ] caffeinated
[ ] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something
[ ] eating something.
[xxxxx] ticklish.
[x] listening to music
[ ] a virgin

natz_4 @ 2005-08-23T16:42:00

2005-08-23T16:19:28Z

Ohhhh

Can this internet do Anything ?!!

Mmmm, anyway! On Saturday me Amy Craig Miryam and Louise went to Buddah. Rachel, Jordan and 'Turd' came later on too. But then they left us again to go to the dancing so it was only me Amy and Craig left. But yeh it was a good night :). Craig went to the bar and Amy went to the toilet so i was sitting myself and i spotted that my toenail looked a bit weird so i picked my foot up for a closer inspection and Craig seen me and thought was giving my feet a good sniff and everyone laughed at me :(! hehe. I wasn't sniffing though! After i went to Ashby's house after Craig getting pulled over by the police for walking down the street with a pint glass in his hand... silly boy :p.

On Sunday I just had a nice lazy day after i came home from Ashby's. Schools been ok, still don't have an english class though and theres like 40 people in my history class.. good school. And i like how we're allowed to take the subjects we want to and stuff. But I did actually like the singalong we had to 'Arthur' we had yesterday haha, and there has also been some very, very tense games of cards! Rebecca and Miryam came to visit yesterday, come back but :(!! And after school me and Ashby went to the park and i punched him lots and lots and lots. But then he hid from me because he couldn't handle my beatings and i got scared. There was so many squirells, so cute! Last night me and Ashby got Napolion Dynamite out, it wasn't very funny at all and I don't care what you all say.

Im getting a bursery this year, so happy! And now I think Im going to make some toast with the lovely honey that Iain brought me back from France, thanks :).

Nats xx

Look at Myrs lovely long, long, long hair.

natz_4 @ 2005-08-20T18:05:00

2005-08-20T17:16:07Z

Back to school on Thursday was ok, bit boring though! We get Voldemort for regi now, hes dead scary. I don't really like my classes but oh well. It was also quite weird cause it was just me Amy and Chloe in school :s. Nico had a harmonica with him and we played it when we told a joke or when someone walked in the room, good idea eh ;). Last night Claudia was back!! So i met her then we walked down to meet everyone and we though we were interupting a big witch-craft ritual they were having cause that was what it looked like hahaha, but eh no it was la policia :p. Then we went to Ashleys which was a bit boring really so me and Claudia went to Louises house for a wee chat then back to Ashleys. Was working today then i sat out in my back garden for a while to get the last of the sun! And tonight Im meeting Amy and Craig and we're going up tut Buddah. Yup :) x

1. First grade teacher's name: Mrs Frame
2. Last person you kissed: My man :)
3. Last thing you said: 'I've already ate some'
4. Last song you sang: Doctor i've got this feeling deep inside of me, deep inside of me
5. Last person you hugged: Claudia
6. Last thing you laughed at: On the blower to amy i think
7. Last thing you touched: Keyboard
8. What's in your CD player: Dunooo
9. What socks are you wearing: White ones ;) and i never wear socks aswel! Chloe's grandpa used to call me ' nitsy no scoks' :(
10. What's under your bed: Emm shoes, shoe boxes, my memory box and a wee book a certain someone gave me
11. Current mood: Im ok :)
12. Current taste: Peanuts
13. Current hair style: A mess
14. Current clothes: shorts and a green vest top
15. Current job: Whale of a tymee
16. Current longing: Im longing a nice cold glass of juice
17. Current desktop picture: My cat :(
18. Current worry: Nothing really
19. Current hate: Working when its sunny
20. Story behind your username: Nothing its pure shit, didnt think it would mean anything when i made it!
21. Current favourite article of clothing: My brown trousers, or stripy shorts i think.
22. Favourite physical feature(s) of the opposite sex: Eyes and smile
23. Last CD that you bought: I don't really buy Cds now
24. Favourite place to be: With Chris and my friends
25. Favourite colour: Pink or yella
26. Favourite time: Emm.. dinnertime !
27. If you could play a new instrument, what would it be: Piano
28. Current smell: Dampness :P Eh no, i like the smell of undergrounds and that smell in the summer after its just rained
29. Current favourite word/saying: Poon, mmm and buddyshna :)
30. Favourite book: Don't knowww
31. Favourite movies: Lots and lots
32. Favourite songs: Lots again but i think coldplay - shiver and 'i found a plaaace where we can boogie.. boogie tonight' hehe
33. Favourite direction: a la izquirda
34. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Emm my gran maybe
35. Favourite day: Friday
36. Where do you want to go: I want to go to the seaside
37. What is your career going to be: Don't have a clue anymore thanks to my great exam results
38. Where will you live: Don't know, just Glasgow i think :)
39. What kind of car will you have: A nice one
40. A random noise: Anything by ben!
41. A random lyric : Baby you're sailing today, baby you're sailing away
42. Eye colour: Blue
43. Hair colour: Blonde
44. Righty or lefty: Righty
45. star sign: Scorpio
46. Innie or outie: Innie, outies are horrible, don't think i could live if i had one

DESCRIBE...
47. Your heritage: Scottish, but i think im a wee bit irish and french
48. The shoes you wore today: Trainers ;) then flipflops
49. Your hair: A mess
50. Your weakness: Im quite gullible, and sensitive
51. Your fears: Losing the people I love. and jellyfish
52. Your last dream: Emm i can't actually remember :s
53. Your most recent secret?: Eh
54. Your thoughts first waking up: Try and think if its christmas or my birthday... but it never is :(
55. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Their face obv!
56. Your bedtime: When i get tired
57. Your most missed companion: :( Oliver. if thats what that question means!
58. Your perfect pizza: Stuffed crust mmmm i want one right now
59. Sweet and chewy or salty and crunchy: Ehh sweet and chewy ;)
60. Single or group dates: Single ones
61. Dogs or cats: Cats
62. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton, love getting that on holibags
63. Chocolate or vanilla: Plain old vanilla
64. Cappuccino or drip: Cappuccino
65. Smoke: Eughh no
66. Curse: When i get all angry i swear more than anyone in the world
67. Hats: Ehh no i don't really suit hats
68. Take a shower everyday: Mhmm
69. Have a crush: Yup
71. Think you've been in love: Yes, like actually though
72. Want to go to college: Yip Uni
73. Want more than what you got: Yeah doesn't everybody?
74. Want to get married: Yip someday
75. Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: Nooo, they tried to teach that in admin, couldn't do it but :p
76. Think you're attractive: Not really no
77. Think you're a health freak: Not at all
78. Get along with your parents: Yip :)
79. Play an instrument: No :( im so talentless

IN THE PAST 3 MONTHS...
80. Drink: Yip i sure have
81. Smoke: Yip
82. Done a drug: Nope
83. Swam in the sea: Yip
84. Go on a date: Well not really
85. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope but i will soon !!! :D
86. Eaten sushi: Nope never tried it
87. Been dumped: Nooope
88. Made homemade cookies: Nooope
89. Been in love. Yuuup
90. Gone skinny dipping: Nope
91. Dyed your hair: Nope
92. Stolen anything: Nope

HAVE YOU EVER..
93. Had too much to drink: Oh yes
94. Been caught cheating: No, whats the point in cheating ?
95. Been called a tease: Yip
96. Gotten beaten up: Nope
97. Changed who you were to fit in: Emm no
98. Cried at something beautiful: Uhuh hehe :$
99. Spent too much money on something you didn’t need: Yup
100. Cried when someone died: Yip

natz_4 @ 2005-08-17T21:48:00

2005-08-17T21:21:49Z

Well summer is over and its back at school tomorrow, kinda looking forward to it but i won't be the same without Rebecca & Louise & Miryam & Claudia & Holly. Sake :p. At least Claudia and Holly come home soon though :). Ehh the other night me Rebecca and Nadine went to see the Island, it was quite good when i figured out what was going on, Rebecca decided to go for a nice snooze during it though! Yesterday I went into school to appeal and stuff, then went a big treck to Charing-Cross with Lyndsey, that bus was really helpful when he decided to take the 'not in service' sign off after he drove past! MMM. Then i spent the night with Chris and we were really good at staying awake. Today Chris came round for a bit then i met Amy and Craig cause Amys baaack :) and we just went for a walk for a while, a guy walked past me and he stroked his chin and said 'CRUMPETS!' Don't have a clue why, hope I don't look like one or something!

Well I'll be seeing most of yous tomorrow ;). x

natz_4 @ 2005-08-15T17:14:00

2005-08-15T17:08:03Z

On Thursday night me and Lyndsey went to Cube, it was really, really good! Drinks were a pound too, always a good thing. So we danced our wee feet off. I got a wee bit drunk, went to the toilet and after i washed my hands i couldn't figure out how I could dry my hands under the drying machine thing whilst holding my drink... decided to hold it under the dryer anyway, went all over my face :). Then walked out and fell down the stairs on my bum... i musta looked a bit too sexual. But yeah was a good night, and we made lotsa new friends.

Friday was actually the worst day ever, ever, ever, ever, ever. My cat had to get put down :(, had a tumor in his tummy. I've hardly stopped crying since then its sooo bad, Im not going to keep talking about it. Not gonna bring him back is it? :( Chris has cheered me up loads and loads though, been great. So that night me and Chris just stayed in and watch big brother, i wanted Eugene to win though! How cute is he?!

Saturday me and Chris went to Pollok park for a wee while but ended up just going back to his cause it was getting all cloudy. I wasn't going to bother going out at night cause i didn't really feel up to it but i ended up going and im glad i did :). So i met Chloe, Rebecca, Nadine and Diane (and also a wee man called Dean Martin) and we went to Pauls 21st. Was quite good. Fell again in the middle of a big circle, it was my shoes that time though... wasn't drunk :p. Then Ashby and Ally came and Ashby walked me aall the way home, awww! We seen a crazy car crash, well i didn't, he did.

Ehmm yesterday went to Chris's house during the day :) then i met Rebecca later and we went to the beanscene and were later joined by Lyndsey and Callum. So me and Rebecca had good chats and stayed at the beanie till the music stopped and the lights came up, baistee.

Im not in the best of ways today, but im going to el cine with my home-gals tonight... should cheer me up. x

Thats Dean Martin. He told us some great jokes :p I like my young-scot card face.

Jamie and Paul

' I like a satly snack in between '

2005-08-11T20:00:40Z

Hiya,

So on Tuesday night we did go out, me Lyndsey Craig and Chloe went to Buddah and it was fun, had some good chats most of which were of a sexual nature :p. We were later joined by Chris and we walked down to Shawlands where Chloe pointed at random people and said they either 'went to our school' or were 'piolets'. Its ok Chloe! Then i stayed at Chris's house :). Yesterday i stayed at Chris's forever then i went to dinner with my dad at spaghettis, I don't really like lasagne anymore. Then i went next door to the beanscene with Lyndsey Iain and Martin. I wanted to go and top-up my phone after because ashton texted me! Not spoke to her in about ten years so i made Martin trudge just about everywhere with me, well to keystore but they wouldn't accept my cardy thing :(. Got a new one but.

Today I went into town and got some nice things and tonight me and Lyndsey are going oooot, quite excited ;).

Hope you have a good holiday Claudia & Holly.. I'll miss yas

AAAAnd if you want Louise and Rebecca to stay at school, join my pettition to get them to stay and leave your name in a comment.

Please, please, please :(. Thank-ya

natz_4 @ 2005-08-09T18:46:00

2005-08-09T18:01:47Z

Hey soo exam results today, didn't do too bad but was still quite disapointed but theres always next year! So I hope every got the grades that they wanted. And tonight we will go out and have a good time and forget about it with the big, big, big 50p I have...

This song is dedicated to Louise and Rebecca...

When everything is going wrong
And things are just a little strange
It's been so long now
You've forgotten how to smile.
And overhead the skies are clear
But it still seems to rain on you,
And your only friend all have
Better things to do.

When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way
Oh, just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK

Now things are only getting worse
And you need someone to take the blame
When your lovers gone
There's no-one to share the day
Your sleeping with the TV on
And your lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol in the world
Could never help me to forget

When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way,
Just try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day,
Oh just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK

You're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone

Just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
Oh, just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
Won't you tell yourself

When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way,
Try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day

:) See yous at school next Thursday then?